Writing About Work.com
The Poetry of Russ Allison Loar
Suffocated
The morning light awakens
But I cannot tell the day,
What day it is.
The mind clears a bit
And I remember who I am,
What day it is,
What I must do
And how little time I have
To assemble myself and leave for work.
This day is not unlike any other work day,
Not unlike years of repetitive practical habits
That propel me into this persona,
This predictable working life,
So unlike the life of the sleeper
Who travels by thought through time,
Backward and forward,
In and out of time,
The true nature of my soul,
Suffocated by this working world.
~ Russ Allison Loar
© All Rights Reserved
Building
When my great-grandfather was young,
Growing up in a small farming town,
He was needed.
His labor was needed.
Every able-bodied citizen was needed,
And by their labors, the towns grew into cities,
And the cities became a country.
Each morning they were called,
Called to a hundred,
A thousand different employments.
Each morning I am not called.
My labor is not needed.
I imagine my great-grandfather
Choosing an occupation,
Answering the call,
Fulfilling a need,
Building a life,
A city,
A country.
He would not understand this aimless life I lead.
He would not know me.
~ Russ Allison Loar
© All Rights Reserved
The Mantra
Paralyzed,
He takes one last look over the ledge,
The edge of the precipice,
Imagining the staggering, unknowable falling.
He shudders and backs away.
He retraces his steps,
Returning to a place of safety,
A place of predictability.
I am too old, he assures himself,
Shuddering again at the image of the ledge,
The smothering abyss,
The surrender.
He drives to work with a new appreciation for sameness,
For the certainty of Monday,
For the harness of employment,
While deep inside in some unfocused, dimly lit room
He sits alone on a simple wooden chair,
Reciting the mantra he fears but cannot dismiss:
Nothing lasts forever,
Nothing lasts forever,
Nothing lasts forever.
~ Russ Allison Loar
© All Rights Reserved
Unemployment
The clock strikes one,
My lunch is done,
I lost my job,
I load my gun.
~ Russ Allison Loar
© All Rights Reserved
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)